start of the day

Hello, we just woke up and it’s 03:07AM hehe timecheck brought to you by moi ^_^ anyway, dada is on his way to work and I would be left here to fend for myself. I have a list of things to do for today and I listed it in our new organizer hehe need to buy some stuff later so I need to get back to bed and get some sleep, ciao!

Just Gibberish

So I finally got my period last Monday January 07. I made a point not to be excited about getting it or not. Dada and I aren’t really using protection so if I get pregnant it’s but natural and if I don’t well then aren’t we just lucky. I like babies sure and so does dada, babies with their cute innocent faces, priceless smiles and let’s not forget their stinky diapers. Sometimes I just want a baby so much especially after watching baby movies that I just want to make one right there and then. Most of the time though when I feel the pang of reality, getting pregnant and raising a baby is just the most daunting thing I could ever think of.

Dada has always been consistent about wanting a baby and I have always been inconsistent bout it. The thought of bills and expenses is what overwhelms me on a day to day. Sure we earn more than the average individuals do and I always hear my relatives’ say, “well if I earn that much I would be able to do a lot and still have savings.” Yeah right, they can just bite me! They just say that because it’s all hypothetical for them. So anyway back to the baby issue…when dada and I talk about the expenses of having a baby, my argument is always negative, “how much will this and that cost?” His argument is, “well look at those family that don’t earn as much as we do, they have more than one babies and they’re alright” I look at a baby as a nonrefundable, nonreturnable item once purchased. Am I wrong to think this? I mean does this make me selfish? or just practical?

A baby will eat up half of the whole budget pie and leaves the other half for pretty much everything else (rent, food, clothes, etc)

Genesis

Wow, I can’t believe I’m writing my very first entry in my very own blog! This is what I mean when I tell my friends that everyone should have their own little bit of web space where they can just pour out everything they feel. I’m beginning to like blogging, thanks to wena she introduced the whole blogging concept to me. Wouldn’t it be just terrific if everyone’s got their own blogs? Cool! This is my first step towards blogging independence, I mean I want something like this to experiment with before actually purchasing my own domain >nakz< ^_^